I have never been the type of girl who enjoyed getting dolled up. It’s just not my style, I don’t feel completely comfortable with the “standards” girls have set, and I really have no idea how to proceed with it anyway.

I have my own style, my own standards. However, that doesn’t help me tonight.

Tonight is my first work party. It’s a big deal, and I feel pressure to do this “correctly”. The knot in my stomach hasn’t disappeared, so even though I’ve been ready for about twenty minutes, I’m not happy. I am a terrible girl sometimes:)

Some things never change.