I recently started a new blog, less personal on some level and more personal on others. I only have three posts on it so far, but it’s been a fun project, so I am going to run with it for a bit and see where it takes me.
Spring is here, bringing with it the familiar ‘Spring Cleaning’ thoughts. We don’t give renewal the credit it deserves, but this is one of my favorite times of year. When the seasons are changing, the between stages of the old and new, and I think I love this more than the actual seasons themselves. There is something to be said for change.
My apartment lease is coming up in June, and it’s going to be an interesting experience this time around. To move, or not to move. I don’t think I am unhappy in that apartment, because it’s mine and I have worked hard to make it a nice sanctuary to live in. The calming blues, the warm browns, the way the light filters in on a Saturday morning. Change is coming in some form, but it’s up to me to decide what it looks like in the end. So this is what it’s like to be an adult.
“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice.”
I don’t know how often I will continue to write on this blog. The appeal of “getting out of my head” isn’t as strong as it once was, and maybe I am just comfortable with my thoughts. At the very least, I am far too busy to devote any real time to this site, BUT I still have spare minutes to devote to this: That Office Girl. Less personal, but more fun to write.