Category Dig.

Up we go.

“May it be infinite while it lasts” Some nights, as I am falling asleep and my brain is replaying every conversation, gesture and sideways glance from that day (and the twenty years of my life before that), I think about writing. I miss it. I miss this place, with its empty space patiently waiting for […]

Reckoner.

“Your problem is that you don’t understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you […]

Filling it up.

“One always begins to forgive a place as soon as it’s left behind.”  Isn’t this always the case? How easily we forget why we choose to walk away, why we believe we deserved better, or simply deserved more. Once we have chosen not to settle, we start letting ourselves believe we could have settled and […]

2014: Year in Review.

It is December twenty seventh and time for my last post of the year. During the past three years, I have developed a tradition of posting a “Year in Review” entry wherein I take excerpts from random posts during each month of the last year. In the past this hasn’t been a hard thing for […]

“I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet.”

I found this post last week, a post that I started in February 2013 and for unknown reasons decided not to finish. Until today. — I recently read something that really stuck to me. Stuck to me in all the hurtful ways, such that I knew that becoming ‘unstuck’ was going to be extremely difficult. “You […]

run with the hunted.

like a fox I run with the hunted and if I’m not the happiest man on earth I’m surely the luckiest man alive I often feel like I am on some important mission in my life, and that if I wait long enough, eventually all will become clear and reveal itself to be part of […]

Whatever Forever.

I will apologize in advance to my boss, coworkers, or anyone bored enough on the Monday after holiday vacation who happens to read this. I am not feeling it today, and by ‘it’ I mean ‘working’, and I am kind of sorry. Not sorry enough to stop this nonsense, but it’s the Monday after holiday vacation and […]