I am going a little stir crazy today.
My mind is completely checked out of work, and I still have another day and a half of working. I can’t (or don’t want to) sit still, and my nervous energy is even getting on my own nerves.
Tis the season? Maybe.
My horoscope said life would start to clear up next week. I know, I know, horoscopes are lame…but I can’t really stop myself from looking forward to that. I need that clarity, now more than ever, and so I’m hoping. Praying for that.
Today is completely UNinteresting.
[22 Dec 2008 | Monday]
december twenty second.
This day did not start out like I wanted it to. I suppose there are some things in this lifetime that will never work out, and certain people who will always be “those” people.
The ones you can never get to just understand. I should forgive, but it’s easier to forget. Forget and pretend it doesn’t exist. At least until it rears it’s ugly head again.
I shouldn’t even bother. I’ve been handling this particular situation for most of my life, twenty four shouldn’t be any different.
The road in front of my work is a sheet of ice. The parking lot outside is ice and slush, and I got stuck (for the first time) in the snow today. Luckily, I was outside Starbucks, and one of the guys came out and pushed me….but the damage was already done. My temper, that is. It can be white hot sometimes.
Christmas is in two-ish days. It seems like the world just stops for 24 hours…and I need the break.
I have too much to do.