I had a weird Christmas.
I was driving around most of the day, going from place to place, trying to stay busy enough to make it “any other day”. There wasn’t any point where I felt like I didn’t belong, but I did feel weird.
It was just…weird. As I get older, I miss my family more and more. I realize that this is the time in my life when I’m supposed to start my own traditions, form my own “life”, and not depend so much on what I’ve always known. There is something about the holidays though, and this year was harder. For many reasons.
Yesterday was also ridiculous. I worked all day, and by the end I could have sworn that everyone was insane. Christmas is officially over, and so are the warm feelings from perfect strangers, and smiles and happy faces. The day after Christmas for retail workers should have a name too: HELL.
I’m tired again.
Sorry for the lack of updates. I’m failing this year:)
[27 Dec 2008 | Saturday]
december twenty seventh.
If at any point, I have led anyone to believe that I actually LIKE Starbucks at Christmas, then I’m sorry.
That was a total lie.
Maybe it wasn’t a lie when I said it, and maybe somewhere in my head I actually believed it, but once again I am reminded that this time of year SUCKS. Recession, my ass….
I hate Starbucks Christmas. Go home already.
Yep. Seems about right.