Wow.

This afternoon took a turn for the calmer side of life, and I have had the last hour to myself. An entire hour to read the news, play on Facebook, and read old emails.

GAWD. Those emails.

As recent as September, and as far back as last April, that six month span of time was a sick one. And the ‘personal’ folder in my email has a detailed record of the entire thing. It’s strange to read things I wrote, the words people said to me, pictures that were sent…all of it. If there is one thing gmail is good at, it’s keeping records.

The knot that I was expecting to form in my stomach never happened, unlike the last time I went through those emails, I am not feeling sick to my stomach.

mmm, for once, feeling nothing feels good.

Going home now:) I am over Wednesday.