I found this post last week, a post that I started in February 2013 and for unknown reasons decided not to finish. Until today. — I recently read something that really stuck to me. Stuck to me in all the hurtful ways, such that I knew that becoming ‘unstuck’ was going to be extremely difficult. “You […]

“I don’t want to be talked down, or talked up for that matter, I want to be free. Whatever that’ll look like. Where I go from this second, onward, I am not entirely sure. How do you explain to people how much you’d love to drop everything and go somewhere new? How much you’d like […]

“When you get the courage you’ll swim beyond the waves and the stillness of the ocean will make all fear go away.” This has been a hard entry to write. It has taken me a couple of days to get my thoughts in order and the end result isn’t even something I am totally satisfied […]

like a fox I run with the hunted and if I’m not the happiest man on earth I’m surely the luckiest man alive I often feel like I am on some important mission in my life, and that if I wait long enough, eventually all will become clear and reveal itself to be part of […]

There is no way for me to give this story the light it deserves, but I am going to try. A girl I know chose to end her life three days ago, and while everyone is struggling to understand, I am thinking back on these last three months of her life and desperately hoping she found […]

Looking down at the calendar today, I realize that it is May 14th, and we are so close to 2014 being halfway over already. Is this what getting old feels like? Looking at the calendar one day and realizing that time is flying by while you’re just (kind of)…sitting there? The answer to that question […]

Life has not taken me where I thought it would during these past two months, but I am rolling with it and waiting. I have a lot to say, so much in fact that I have been trying to finish an entry for the last three weeks, but this will have to do. For the […]